2017 July

Since the long lapse without laptop I've all but ended what was once a common thing. 2017 July finds me at my mamma's side, sitting the day with her. All are either at the beach or on vacation. So Melanie and I sit in. One I haven't seen here in two or more weeks. Vacation is more important. For Gods sake, mamma's on Hospice care. What would it put you out? But, what is the use?
I am still working as a driver at Baya Medical. Nearly two years. It's a job that had Melanie wasn't able to be the bread winner, I'd be on the street below poverty level. Pitiful to come to age 62 and be a failure with no decent retirement. Matter of time it all comes crashing in. We go in two weeks to see Jordon graduate Army boot camp in Ft Sill, OK. A bright spot. His maturity and overcoming holed up playing video games. No word from Landon going on 4 years. We aren't over it by any means. Each day painful as the first. By now Nathaniel our grandson nearing seven no memory of us.
Melanie is the director of Nurses for Haven Hospice and is overly busy. Again, if only I'd never ran into Calise at JCPenney having it in for me and firing me, I'd have been able to let Melanie do the supplement job. Life sucks. Sucks. Sucks.