This photograph was taken at a very sad,sad time in our lives. Nathaniel was my first grandson, my fathers first great grandson he had never seen. And sadly, with his massive stroke, we will never be certain, when we took Nathaniel up to the VA in Lake City for my father to see, if he even made the connection or recognition. A few weeks after this photograph was taken,my father, on March 12, 2011 passed away. And then, on March 24, 2013, Nathaniel passed away. Not in death, but in separation from us. His parents, my son, ceasing all communication with us.
And so, this is a large reason why I am struggling myself to return, to crawl from the deep abyss of mourning and depression of sorrow. If anyone reads this, I apologize for sharing all this depressing stuff.
Some day I pray I shall return and joy shall fill our lives again. I pray for return. I pray for reunion. I pray for restoration. For relief.
Pray with me, if you are out there.
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