Saturday, February 28, 2026

Sulphur Scribes


 Sulphur Scribes

John Clare Stokes


We were never the poets we thought, It's  uncertain any words ever fell in place, With each using of one another went to waste, The  discarded word then vainly sought.   I sat beside a flower with my pen, What few words I knew I used, Carefully composing the words I chose, Like plucking choice gold leaves from fall winds.   A cloudless sulphur lit and to her I rhymed, To me it was quite an event, It was beyond any word written, Poetical as Frost's best lines.   Then the Cranes came upon the breeze, That sound from beyond time, In itself a gathering of Nature's rhyme, Each composing upon blue paper sky effortlessly.   It was then an order became evident, I was freed from finding the rhyme, Of trying to compose  within the lines, Before me rose a curtain un-rent.   The scene I saw was of threaded light, We simply pull the needle slowly to see, Only the light flecks this side of the tapestry, Backing black yet necessary to see the other side wedding white.   We are to give sound to the unheard, Not mere poets but translators and scribes, Preserving in word His light coursing ride, Touching you, me, sulphur,leaf, cloud, bee and bird.

Thursday, February 26, 2026

Two whitetail


 Whitetail fusion


Until the two white-tail deer moved ever so slightly and separated, I thought for a moment I was seeing some mythical creature in the Osceola National Forest near the West Tower Campsite.

Paint me a Shrimp boat


 Paint me a shrimp boat


Forever it seemed William was after me to paint him a shrimp boat scene. And so as a young teen I did and sent it to him. Roses father a master wood craftsman, made a frame. I never got to see it hung in prominence like the still life's did I painted for Grandma Bernice, who proudly hung them in her kitchen. The shrimp boat was finally taken from the mantle and relegated to the guest room floor. Grandma Boykins to the dumpster no doubt when her home was sold. And so many others sent out over the long past years, lost,relegated, the frames of more value than the work. I wish I could of said, like a Monet  or Van Gogh, they would have made you wealthy as much as they certainly enriched my heart giving them.

A Grackle congregation


 The grackle congregation 


The service was particularly uplifting

All the high notes they were hitting

It was so heavenly soaring

Gulls came from afar inquiring.

In the furnace


 Neshad, Shadrak and Ashadowglo


And was not one white

Like the sun a rising?

Sand traps


 Sand Traps

By john clare

You must forgive me as I am too easily ensnared by the past

Trapped by a boyhood some sixty years ago

I know I should avoid the circle of sand

Baited with Tonka trucks and other lures

But every time I step right in and soon I'm caught

Not kicking and screaming but blissful in the live trap

Gorging upon the surrounding steam shovels and bulldozers

With little desire for a catch and release to reality.

And is it any mystery we Pappa's build our own sand traps

Scatter about choice toy bait

In hope of luring over a grand one

From the no trespassing fences our own keep them in?

Keeping from the traps of sand they so want to

Be captured in.

Homewood


 Gone the Home


This was the home place of my grandfather Stokes in Homewood, Mississippi. It was recently torn down in 2024. Of all the homes from my early days, the second  parsonage in Monticello, my grandmother Oranders in Bluefield and Crumpler, West Virginia remain.

Wednesday, February 25, 2026

Siren

 Siren of Suwannee


Myriads of eyes has she

Alluring with her palmetto lashes

Her makeup never clashing

Oh that maiden Suwannee!


Yashica



 I got a Yashica camera 


It didn’t have the ring that Nikon had, but it was the first camera I purchased in 1971 from my Science teacher, Emile Santiestiban, for $25. That would be $162 2020 dollars. It was an all manual with no meter Single Lens Reflex with a 135mm screw mount lens and an external Sekonic light meter. 

Emile helped me load the black and white Tri-X film and later how to print and develop in the darkroom. 

Up until getting the camera, I was inspired by Linda Levy and Sonja Shore Griffin in art class. I am sure it was through them and the annual staff I was drawn to photography. 

For my senior year, with the graduation money I received, I went to Harmon’s in Gainesville on University Avenue and decided upon a Honeywell Pentax Spotmatic. It had a 55mm lens and a built in match needle meter. I didn’t have a darkroom and what film I shot, I sent to Sunshine Drugs and Kodak for developing. With the Spotmatic I added several lenses and used it up until the early 1980’s, when I bought a Nikon FM2 with a 35mm 1.8. I later added a 100mm macro, 180 2.8, 80-200, 500 mirror, FE, F3, motor drive, etc. it was my desire to be a photojournalist and work for a newspaper. I almost made it, working for a time for the Lake City Reporter. 

In the early 2000’s I purchased my first digital camera, the Nikon d40 which I still use at 6mp, but with a 500 flash sync speed.

Seems I’ve had nearly all the consumer digital cameras Nikon came out with, my current being the D850 full frame and the D7500 crop frame.

Today I am still bent toward the telephoto end as in the beginning, using mainly a 200-500 and 70-300 lens. 

As I grow older, the heavy camera and lens becomes more a burden.  At times I think of selling and going light, but I hesitate for I get attached to the old gear. I wouldn’t want anyone trading me in for a lithe model. Would you?

Think on


 Think on these things


Before we apply our

Beautiful and move on

Think for a moment

Why beautiful?

Beautiful implies a standard.

A judgement. A choice.

A perception 

A feeling

Whence? 

Why beautiful?

Who gave this ability to

Know beauty from what?

Why, not beautiful?

Appreciate your ability

to apply beautiful. 

Don’t take it lightly.

Tried to align


 Tried to align

John Clare Stokes


The memory of the entering

The cool steps remaining

Offering a higher view

Peering straight through

From the top step

I could see clearly

Nothing at all had changed

Oh some now grown trees

Had rearranged the living

Space

But it was all in place

I stepped down

And quietly left them

Alone.


With a view


Pa must of been the last

To have the view

After he was gone

The porch had no reason

For holding on

So it too went with Pa.

Basketball John


 Basketball John

John Clare Stokes


It was probably instilled in the few months I lived in Vicco, Kentucky after being born in January of 1955 during basketball season before moving to Sopchoppy, Florida in June. It wasn’t a particularly great season by Kentucky standards for Adolph Rupp’s Wildcats, finishing 20-6 and second in the SEC behind Alabama. 

But that’s not the point. Point is, it rubbed into me unknowingly. It dwelt there when we moved to Sopchoppy and the Yellow Jackets in the old native rock gym that is now a landmark. Though I wanted to be Walt Dickson, the all-conference running back, there was also inside, Walt the basketball player.

When we moved to Monticello in my third grade year, I do not know if I asked my father, or if he too had the passion, having been invited by Adolph Rupp to say the prayer for the boys before a game, but he erected a basketball backboard and goal with swoosh net behind the new parsonage. Though I took second in punt, pass and kick and wanted to paint the Redskin helmet I won green, after Green Bay, I began to spend most of my time shooting and less time punt,pass and kicking. I finally got my first opportunity to get on a real court in a real game when the 4th grade A boys took on the 4th grade B team during halftime of a Tiger basketball game. My best friend Marc Bishop, the superintendent’s son and I led the B squad against the talented Butch and Bobby Plaines twins  of the A team. The game was frenetic, in the end we lost 7to5. I was high scorer with 3, making my first free throw. Marc had 2. 

That year we moved to Wilmore, Kentucky where my father and mother attended Asbury College. Daddy was to be the alumni director under ZT Johnson, the President and life long family friend.

It was here, as a Cub, with my two new best friends, Stuart and Steve Smith, whose dad was a science professor and coach, we had free rein of the Asbury gym. Steve would go on to be the legendary coach of Mouth of Wilson Prep school. It was here, just a few miles from Mecca Lexington, that my Uncles William and Billy, living with us in the apartment out back, took me to my first and only Kentucky basketball game in Memorial Coliseum , where their friend Chuck Wade from their home in Forest, Mississippi beat Louie Dampier and Pat Riley. We got to go down to the State locker room and meet Chuck, still living in Forest. #My Uncle William hoped it would cement me a State fan. It only solidified my blue colors. 

In 1967 we moved back to Florida after two years, to Williston. Those first years in 7th to 9th grade, the passion was at a zenith. Orville Wheeler, my coach, being equally passionate, from Jerry West Virginia, was inspiring and encouraging. For a white boy, the future was bright. Then something happened. The Mighty White Red Devils played an exhibition game with East Williston, then all black, a year before segregation. I should have redirected  the passion playing on another field, but I was color blind. 

Like my days as a sprinter came to an end, taking up the hurdles, I should have seen my days as a basketball player ending. As all my white friends one by one quit, I ended up the only white player. Where I was once a shooting guard, I was now a point guard like the current Reed Sheppard who could get the ball up court past any press, only to pass it off. We never won many games. The team was too concerned with scoring stats. I was Mr Defense. 

Once a friend of my mother, trying to impress her, said, “I just love to watch your son play, now what number is he?”

My fondest years of basketball came from playing on our all white Masonic Demolay team where we were state runner ups. Likewise the many nights playing pickup games in the Williston gym with the great Kentucky meatcutter Bill Boyd, my former JV coach the great Dean Chesser, Truby English and other former players. In my senior year, I gave up track and football, which I loved, to concentrate on basketball. Even though I got the Mr Basketball award at graduation, on hindsight, the day I saw that East Williston team with Wilson James dunking and giving meaning to white boys can’t jump, I too should have taken a enjoy football and track too attitude, for it was the end of the line for a lifetime. That’s why tonight I’ll watch UK play South Carolina, but I’m not going to worry near as much as once I would have if they lose. 

And to conclude, I still have that goal daddy set up for me in 1964. Times I go out to the shed where it hangs to see if it still glows a hot orange.