The upper room
John Clare Stokes
Everyone should have an upstairs view
In my life I’ve had three
For hours I’d sit as below the world by me passed
How I wish the upper room would last.
John Clare Stokes
Everyone should have an upstairs view
In my life I’ve had three
For hours I’d sit as below the world by me passed
How I wish the upper room would last.
John Clare Stokes
I don’t know why mamma would do it
But she would send me to spend the night
at Mrs Porters across the street by the Sopchoppy river.
Mrs. Willie Mae had an older son named Tommy
and he’d like to scare me
especially by showing me grandma’s wooden
leg in the corner closet
and he’d tell me how grandma would come
in the late of night in search of
her wooden leg
And the cold wind would moan through the
Cracks in the floor
And the closet door would creak
And Lura Elena would come close to me in her bed,
With a finger to her lips saying, shish,
Quiet now. Don’t be afraid.
Have you seen my wooden leg?
This time of season when Suwannee
is slumbering from the ardent
Springs roiling, she lets me draw near
without fear of her taking me on
her rapid journey to the Gulf.
In 2018 I went out for a test hike along the dikes of Alligator Lake. Lugged the d3300 on the 200-500 with the monopod, the D3500 on the 18-55. The GoPro hero and the iPhone. Had to stop every so often to rest. Woefully out of shape. Why does the glass to get you near have to be so heavy!
Roscoe and the photographer waited patiently upon the worn out dock, the fog too thick for clarity, watching the hawk and eagle perched, waiting us out.
The City crew arrived and stood around talking fishing, trash all about. Not their job. The grizzled old prick arrived in hopes of a morning rendezvous.
Don’t the predators ever tire?
The man in the boat worth the photographers home arrived to soon rock the dock with the too large wake. Roscoe ran for dry ground.
It was determined today the fog would prevail. The pain in the arm from the fall heightened by the damp mist. It pained the photographer to lift the heavy Nikon.
The geezer and the not my job work crew soon left so we loaded up and left too.
I’m sure soon thereafter the hawk and eagle flew.
They always do.
John Clare Stokes
Sunday nights we would sit out
on the porch listening to the
drums of New Mt Zion church, thinking
it sounded as the Waziri in the
Tarzan movie and we would
shiver in the Sopchoppy heat.
Eventually the tribe would
disperse, and mamma would
tuck us in early for school day.
We were timid to venture the
next afternoon across the field
in the direction of Zion, fearing
there we hungry cannibals lurking.
We never ventured too far from the earshot of the back porch, where we
knew when time came, mamma
would call us home, safe from
the drumming of New Mt Zion,
ever waiting to carry us beyond
the call of mamma and the back porch.
First lesson in the pool was clearing the mask and then buddy breathing. I took a breath of air and handed the regulator to my buddy. She would not give it back. She panicked in a pool. I had to surface. Nevertheless the classes smartest failed and dropped out.
I went on to pass my open water test at Royal Springs and got my dive card.
This scubapro fin is all that remains of my dive gear from the Hal Watts diving school.
Pick your buddy wisely.
It is late as you are about to enter Florida heading South on I-75 from Lowndes County. The concrete clunk, clunk, clunk of Georgia is hypnotic, looming ahead an exit. The only sign you see announcing this unincorporated town, the last exit before Florida. Exit 401, Lake Park Bellville Road. You tell your slumbering companion, lets get off this infernal concrete and travel down to have a look. You are about to enter the Twilight Zone.
Emily Dickinson
I like a look of agony,
Because I know it's true;
Men do not sham convulsion,
Nor simulate a throe.
The eyes glaze once, and
that is death.
Impossible to feign
The beads upon the forehead
By homely anguish strung.
Gar Glare
Photo by John Stokes
Alligator Lake
john clare
Upon the eating
Of the pork chop
Special
Grilled
Not as fattening
He asked me
Who this
John Clare
Fellow was
I said
He was a poet
He lived in the 1700's
I never knew him
Upon the take out tea
Sweet
Fattening
I told him
It was me
I wrote the poetry
He looked at me
Doubting
I never knew.
Upon the driving home
I told my wife
Do I not only speak
In rhyme
All the time
And he never knew
And she said
I wouldn't know.
And the tea was sweet
And fattening
This we knew.
by john clare
There is a mountain ridge two
thousand feet above home
Too cold for the Mosquito's and
the malaria they bring
We should be able to talk clearer on
the hand phone
And build a new landing strip for the
valiant aviation wing.
It is there we shall move and build
again
Then continue the translation of the
Wano word
To free them from the superstitions
of sin.
And raise tribal missionaries from
whose lips the gospel is heard.
Come and join the Wilds in bringing
life to those below
Pouring their all from the heights
to the Wano people
We must pray and give so they can know
Christ dwells in the valley seven thousand
feet among the mosquito.
John Stokes
By the time Orion
Had lifted into orbit
Behind the fog
We were three miles
Down range east
Traveling at the speed
Of forty-five
Heading for our
Destination
Experimental mission
To see if
Man can sustain on
Hardee's biscuits.
Watertown Cormorants
John Stokes