Thursday, October 2, 2025

Misty orisons



 The moon orisons


Misty were my morning orisons

the theme this orb adrift

If not for the ordered ordained spin

These spirits would never lift.

Wonder pony


 Wonder Pony


I had a marvelous life with

Wonder Pony

When I first got him as a

Toddler in

Sopchoppy 

I could barely reach his 

Springs 

And his fierce rocking 

Scared me

Eventually he let me sit

Upon his hard plastic

Saddle

My feet upon the wooden

Stirrups

Soon we were riding all out

Dipping nearly to the

Floor

Springing back nearly

Toppling 

Wasn't long we were

Leaping lines

Clearing them

Every time

He can still clear them

Sixty years since just like

The first time we did

I outgrew the pony

But not the wonder

Within.

A tenuous beauty


 A tenuous beauty


The Virginia Meadow Beauty grows upon an exposed rock of Big Shoals from low water levels.

Grace greater


 Greater Grace


It was the day of my fathers funeral. We were out at the graveside on Orange Hill, March of 2011 in Williston. I was to play a hymn on the harmonica. As I listened to pastors Joe Smith then Wes Smith, my time drew nearer. I did not have a hymn. I asked silently for an answer. It was then, almost as soon as I asked, that Wes inexplicably said, he asked my father one time what his favorite hymn was, and he told him it was Grace greater than our sin. I had the answer. Without practice, I played the hymn.

I think of Him and him whenever it's played, which was today at Christ's Fellowship Baptist.

One comes


 One comes as the sons father


I am sure that you are not unlike me, that when you perform certain tasks, you feel for a fleeting moment, a loved one gone on is near. Come the fall, when I build a fire in the old syrup kettle my father and I once made cane syrup in, he seems to be near, just upon the other side in the beams.

Oaths back


Paths back


In the entering of the path back

One recalls the time of beginning

When extending it seemed such

The never ending journey. 

In the sweet bye


 In the sweet bye


This past December Roscoe and I traveled down to Williston, Raleigh to be exact, to get some seed cane from Jack Whitehurst. Jack along with his twin brother Bill and sister Harriet were the first people we met when we rolled in from Wilmore, Kentucky that June day in 1967. They had brought us watermelons to welcome us as the Preacher family of the First United Methodist Church. I told mamma that day, there are two men at the door. When I learned they were in my class of 1973, I kind of was concerned for my diminutive size. Their size later that year turned to my benefit when they opened wide gaps for the number 40 halfback to make long hauls on the JV football team.

Those were such great years with Pappy Whitehurst and my father being such friends, along with Elliot, Bill and Dan and their children.

I loaded the cane that day and looked forward to this November returning to Williston where Jack hoped to cook his own syrup, at least building a shed for the kettle and setting up the mill. I had last year finally set up my fathers Goldens Mill and had planned to squeeze the juice and take it down to add. 

Saturday I was in Williston for the funeral of a family friend Tommy Brazeal and I sat by Jacks brother Bill and wife Cindie. 

He said he’d tell Jack he saw me and would let me know where the cooking was taking place.

Today Bill messaged me to say Jack passed away that same Saturday around 6pm.

The cane is now all the more special than before, as is the bottle of syrup he and Charlene gave me. 

In the sweet bye and bye

We shall meet by that beautiful gold cooking.

That we may eat


 That we may eat


There are sad scriptures. One of those is Numbers 11:13. Give us flesh, that we may eat. The manna from heaven did not suffice. They cried for meat, and meat they got, running out their nostrils.

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

Longer Boats


 Longer boats

31/Atlas


There were boats bobbing

in the bay of Panacea

I’m not certain the kind

Stevens sang of

Possibly dreams of aliens

Possibly the type Wallace

wrote of

I don’t know why Mary

dropped her pants

in the sand

let a parson come and take

her hand

From a child there has been

a longing

for the boats

for the deep sea out from

Panacea.

Levels


 Levels

John Clare Stokes


Mine has been a life of levels

Of sometimes being on  the

 highest point 

To view the horizon

Of dwelling below the tree line

Of doing my dead level best

To capture the rising whether

It be sun, or water or fire

Of finding comfort in the dwelling 

in the lower 

levels only left behind for the

metoroic climb 

the lone dweller from the lower level

A seeing Helen Adams Keller

Telling those who were searching

that Orion can be best seen from the deepest well

And not atop this sun drenched hill.


Big Shoals

Suwannee River when low

Bye bye

Bye bye Miss American pie

Drove my Chevy Nova in Levy

But the water tower was dry

And good ole Williston boys 

Were drinking whiskey and rye

Singing this will be the place that


 I die.  

The wild child


 Wild Child

John Clare Stokes 

After Yeats the Stolen Child 


By the bank beneath the broken sign

By the boat beside the fishing dock

There ran the wild child by the shore

The wild child that mother forgot


By the lodge lounging at the bar

By the downing of another shot

There ran the wild child by the door

The wild child that father forgot


By the asphalt cracked unmarked

By the dumpster beside this lot  

There ran the wild child by the parked

The wild child that brother forgot 


By the time we called out for her

By the time she left our spot 

There ran the wild child but a blur 

The wild child that sister forgot.


By the tree stand by the Range

By the trail the creature was shot

There ran the wild child so strange

The wild child we all forgot.