The moon orisons
Misty were my morning orisons
the theme this orb adrift
If not for the ordered ordained spin
These spirits would never lift.
Misty were my morning orisons
the theme this orb adrift
If not for the ordered ordained spin
These spirits would never lift.
I had a marvelous life with
Wonder Pony
When I first got him as a
Toddler in
Sopchoppy
I could barely reach his
Springs
And his fierce rocking
Scared me
Eventually he let me sit
Upon his hard plastic
Saddle
My feet upon the wooden
Stirrups
Soon we were riding all out
Dipping nearly to the
Floor
Springing back nearly
Toppling
Wasn't long we were
Leaping lines
Clearing them
Every time
He can still clear them
Sixty years since just like
The first time we did
I outgrew the pony
But not the wonder
Within.
The Virginia Meadow Beauty grows upon an exposed rock of Big Shoals from low water levels.
It was the day of my fathers funeral. We were out at the graveside on Orange Hill, March of 2011 in Williston. I was to play a hymn on the harmonica. As I listened to pastors Joe Smith then Wes Smith, my time drew nearer. I did not have a hymn. I asked silently for an answer. It was then, almost as soon as I asked, that Wes inexplicably said, he asked my father one time what his favorite hymn was, and he told him it was Grace greater than our sin. I had the answer. Without practice, I played the hymn.
I think of Him and him whenever it's played, which was today at Christ's Fellowship Baptist.
I am sure that you are not unlike me, that when you perform certain tasks, you feel for a fleeting moment, a loved one gone on is near. Come the fall, when I build a fire in the old syrup kettle my father and I once made cane syrup in, he seems to be near, just upon the other side in the beams.
In the entering of the path back
One recalls the time of beginning
When extending it seemed such
The never ending journey.
This past December Roscoe and I traveled down to Williston, Raleigh to be exact, to get some seed cane from Jack Whitehurst. Jack along with his twin brother Bill and sister Harriet were the first people we met when we rolled in from Wilmore, Kentucky that June day in 1967. They had brought us watermelons to welcome us as the Preacher family of the First United Methodist Church. I told mamma that day, there are two men at the door. When I learned they were in my class of 1973, I kind of was concerned for my diminutive size. Their size later that year turned to my benefit when they opened wide gaps for the number 40 halfback to make long hauls on the JV football team.
Those were such great years with Pappy Whitehurst and my father being such friends, along with Elliot, Bill and Dan and their children.
I loaded the cane that day and looked forward to this November returning to Williston where Jack hoped to cook his own syrup, at least building a shed for the kettle and setting up the mill. I had last year finally set up my fathers Goldens Mill and had planned to squeeze the juice and take it down to add.
Saturday I was in Williston for the funeral of a family friend Tommy Brazeal and I sat by Jacks brother Bill and wife Cindie.
He said he’d tell Jack he saw me and would let me know where the cooking was taking place.
Today Bill messaged me to say Jack passed away that same Saturday around 6pm.
The cane is now all the more special than before, as is the bottle of syrup he and Charlene gave me.
In the sweet bye and bye
We shall meet by that beautiful gold cooking.
There are sad scriptures. One of those is Numbers 11:13. Give us flesh, that we may eat. The manna from heaven did not suffice. They cried for meat, and meat they got, running out their nostrils.
31/Atlas
There were boats bobbing
in the bay of Panacea
I’m not certain the kind
Stevens sang of
Possibly dreams of aliens
Possibly the type Wallace
wrote of
I don’t know why Mary
dropped her pants
in the sand
let a parson come and take
her hand
From a child there has been
a longing
for the boats
for the deep sea out from
Panacea.
John Clare Stokes
Mine has been a life of levels
Of sometimes being on the
highest point
To view the horizon
Of dwelling below the tree line
Of doing my dead level best
To capture the rising whether
It be sun, or water or fire
Of finding comfort in the dwelling
in the lower
levels only left behind for the
metoroic climb
the lone dweller from the lower level
A seeing Helen Adams Keller
Telling those who were searching
that Orion can be best seen from the deepest well
And not atop this sun drenched hill.
Big Shoals
Suwannee River when low
Bye bye Miss American pie
Drove my Chevy Nova in Levy
But the water tower was dry
And good ole Williston boys
Were drinking whiskey and rye
Singing this will be the place that
John Clare Stokes
After Yeats the Stolen Child
By the bank beneath the broken sign
By the boat beside the fishing dock
There ran the wild child by the shore
The wild child that mother forgot
By the lodge lounging at the bar
By the downing of another shot
There ran the wild child by the door
The wild child that father forgot
By the asphalt cracked unmarked
By the dumpster beside this lot
There ran the wild child by the parked
The wild child that brother forgot
By the time we called out for her
By the time she left our spot
There ran the wild child but a blur
The wild child that sister forgot.
By the tree stand by the Range
By the trail the creature was shot
There ran the wild child so strange
The wild child we all forgot.