Wednesday, August 6, 2025

Of Magnolias


 He lieth under the shady trees, in the covert of the reed, and ferns. Job 40:21


The Magnolia is on the corner of Rose and Faith in Sopchoppy. It's all that remains of the little farm of Emory and Mary Rudd. Where the Methodist Church is now, once stood their wood and tin home. It was the first place I stayed when a little boy and my mother was teaching 4th grade. The Magnolia shaded the front porch where I spent much time in the swing. In the day before indoor everything, the town was quiet. Cars seldom passed by, and when they did, you knew who it was. You could hear far off sounds. The beating of the drums from Mr Burches marching band, the gurgling of flowing well across the street. The Buckhorn New Mt Zion services, that sounded like a Tarzan show, the Wazui coming. The chugging of Mr Wilber Stricklands tractor. Talmadge Crum calling Henry home from the river across the street, though they lived nearly a mile away, her long, drawn out HeeeenreeE!Sound carried, traveled from Laurice's Standard station on 319 all the way back to Mrs Florida Robert’s off Camellia Street. Mr Emory each morning would have the rats he had caught in the barn the previous night in traps lined up on the steps for me to see. He saved his Prince Albert tins and matchboxes, prized to me. He made me a beechwood high chair to eat from. And it's the bread pudding Mrs Mary made that was the favorite thing. It had to be the eggs we searched for daily, for never has her recipe been matched. There came a day, mom did not go to school to teach. I did not go to Mrs Mary's. Looking out the living room window there was this strange black station wagon the likes I'd never seen. That evening I learned of death when we went over for the wake, Mrs Mary in the front bedroom in the bed, hands crossed, like she was peaceably sleeping. 

The sound quietly permeated the entire town, a sound I see to this day.

John Clare Stokes

Tuesday, August 5, 2025

Compromise

 Recently I sent most of my digital equipment in for a price. They being B&H wound up offering 2300 for it. Originally I was going to get a z50ll and two lenses but Melanie has a 3000 medical bill so I’ll just get a lens and give her 2000 towards it. What a guy! 


Beyond the frame


 The Art lives 

John Clare Stokes


I took the art from the wall

Set it free

It could not live confined

at least

not mine

Deer slayer mother


 I came to this home and upon opening the front door was greeted with this taxidermy deer and fawn. All through the home on every wall mounted deer heads. The lady seemed a prisoner to this son who lived with her and was consumed by deer hunting.

Essence

 Essence



The nearer to the dying

You go

The layers built upon you

Peel away

Leaving the essence of a person

I so ache to know again

In all your complex simplicity

Monday, August 4, 2025

Screaming hope

 Like shades in love and death's oblivion lost;

And yet I am! And live with shadows tost


Three shots


 Ten threes


Has it been ten threes ago

Since the last swish

The home crowd going wild

Yelling way to go!

Oh how the sound of 

Nothing but net

We miss!

Viceroy as Monarchs


 The Viceroy promenade 


While in fields in search of Monarchs 

I came upon two regal Viceroys

Seen any Monarchs? I asked the two

Quiet! They said, they think we are!

You made your bed


It would be grand if tomorrow I could tell a few, things will be better for you, tell others, you made your bed, I’m not buying you any Lindell Giza Dream sheets. 

Pappa Earnest


 Pappa Earnest

John Clare Stokes


So much from you my father learned

The time to get the garden in

The time for shade tree resting


I tried to learn from Lute pappa Earnest

The time to water the plants thirsting

The time to sit and watch the growing


There just wasn’t enough time pappa Urn

So so much I failed to learn

I think I shall find some shade for pondering

Sunday, August 3, 2025

Knot me


 When I came to the end of my rope, there was a knot. I made not that knot, but it gave me hope. And so I shimmied up a bit, and on that knot did sit, swinging to and fro, Nowhere to go. Before long this man came along and said, "Why are you swinging out here all alone?" I came to the end of my rope, gave up hope, but at the end a knot, keeping me from a long drop. "I tied that knot friend, long before you began the descend. Now swing over to me but leave that rope. Many others are above you thinking there is no hope."

In morning’s memory

 Sometimes on Saturday’s, before the sun rises, I return to places, some now gone, where I can sit again upon the porch, see the little one upon the bike, listen to the granny tell of her times, the everlasting leaning, the safe and secures, drawing us, from the swing, from the porch, from the wheels spinning, from all alarms.