Thursday, May 8, 2025
Mothers Day 2016
Cedar Key was where Melanie and I spent the day with her mother and step father. We ate at the Island room of Cedar Cove, a bit too upscale for our taste, but totally uncrowded with a great view. We ate out on the deck. It was an interesting perspective that the children playing and making noise on the adjacent beach irritated the in laws, while it was music to Melanie and I. Or at least melancholic music. There was a cool breeze with a steady parade of kayaks and boats, not one canoe. Interesting how out of style they have become. The only downer on the day was a message from work expecting me to take a call. The prospect of "talking about it on Monday" bending me out of shape for the rest of the day.
Alive
It was a Velveteen porpoise moment, as if the vinyl inflatable porpoise was alive, the wind carrying it out to sea, following two "real" porpoises. It's real-i-tee moment ended with a kayaker chasing it down and returning it to the dock.
Lament the mother
Lament the mother
Whose sons do not come
To serve her breakfast in bed
Burnt toast and scrambled egg
No hand scribbled card written
Colored with greatest care
Silence from afar deafening
She begins anew the search for sons
Cats, dogs, chickens, ducks trying
Unable to silence the inner crying.
O’er the hills
O'er the hills and long the way
Crumpler so near today
Down from the mountains mystic
I must climb up to the music
The protector
The protectors
Dillon watching over Landon
Landon watching over Jordon
A father over all of them
On an Osceola Forest road
Cat man
If in my latter days I act a bit crazy
Hide beneath beds and climb trees
Blame it all upon my dear mommy
for she dressed us up early as kitties.
Dali
Salvador Dali
The face of the precipice is black with lovers;
The sun above them is a bag of nails; the spring's
First rivers hide among their hair.
Goliath plunges his hand into the poisoned well
And bows his head and feels my feet walk through his brain.
The children chasing butterflies turn round and see him there
With his hand in the well and my body growing from his head,
And are afraid. They drop their nets and walk into the wall like smoke.
The smooth plain with its mirrors listens to the cliff
Like a basilisk eating flowers.
And the children, lost in the shadows of the catacombs,
Call to the mirrors for help:
'Strong-bow of salt, cutlass of memory,
Write on my map the name of every river.'
A flock of banners fight their way through the telescoped forest
And fly away like birds towards the sound of roasting meat.
Sand falls into the boiling rivers through the telescopes' mouths
And forms clear drops of acid with petals of whirling flame.
Heraldic animals wade through the asphyxia of planets,
Butterflies burst from their skins and grow long tongues like plants,
The plants play games with a suit of mail like a cloud.
Mirrors write Goliath's name upon my forehead,
While the children are killed in the smoke of the catacombs
And lovers float down from the cliffs like rain.
Wednesday, May 7, 2025
Landmarks
There is in the Wakulla wood...on the back side of twenty acres...forever locked, for I hold the key....keeping in the wild memory....patiently at the gate...waiting to be set free....to ride with Moody in gator flea...sit with Judge Porter quietly... hear R Tenths re-tell the story...of being a boy... playing beneath the old house....here comes Josh...in search of the blue glass...noxzema treasures....Hardy arrives with Red....going down to Panacea for seafood...should be good...save some for Slim...playing the Mississippi blues....reminding him of Homewood...the brothers and sisters...all gathering....on the Tallahassee side of the wooden gate.
Ma and Pa
Ma and Pa
johnClare stokes
Pa was the exception
As family aged and left
The older in years he grew
Like the old wind blown home
The further right he leaned.
Ma shunned outward adorning
Pa mounted some used white walls
We kids could see trouble brewing
Ma said couldn’t you have turned
the whites in?
Everything we had was double even triple run
Shoes, clothes by generation passed on
Sears Roebuck pages read in outhouses
Everything both useful and sometimes
Even Entertaining.
Horace
Horace
Horace went to glory last week
Blind in life he is now seeing clearly.
Horace continued to wear the derby hats
But in time he gave up the spats
Induced spin
Induced Vertigo
by John Clare Stokes
lately there has not been
enough spinning
once the rescue came
for me
thinking the spinning
was worthy of a trip
to get some Meclizine
to stop the spinning
Oh I played along
took the 25mg by mouth
as needed
so they discharged me
and all was fine for the time
but soon the spinning
I began to miss
so I let the Meclizine expire
and gave a good impression
of going straight.












