Sunday, April 13, 2025

She sells


 She sells


She was convinced that in her early

Retirement while she still had her

Looks about her

That she could sell sea shells by

The seashore

So off she went 

At first it seemed a lost cause 

As beach goers would pause

And ask if she had the

Glory of India or any 

Precious Wentlewraps

And she would show them

Her assortment of cockles and

Cowry's and they'd exclaim

They could pick those up

Themselves

But she persisted

Selling sea shells by the seashore

Dreaming of Queen Conch's

And Scotch bonnets

Upon the low tides

Leaving me to hold the nautilus 

To my ear

In hopes a word from her

I might hear.

Madame butterfly



 

Little Windy


 Little Windy

john clare stokes 


Do you remember when

on the beach that day

you stood before the wind

storm coming your way?


What did you see

within those furious swirls 

while others fled the sea

and gathered their little girls?


Do you miss your boisterous friend

now that calm has come?

Do you ever long for the wind

and just cry some?


The other day as I stood

this fleeting wind howled past

I stood bravely as one should

and waited his painful blast.


But at the last moment a calm

as I stood in stillness alone

A wisp said, for you I have not come

for the one who stood strong I long.


So little one, if you hear,

your old friend seeks you still

The girl without the fear

Laughing in the winds playful peal.

Visitation


 Papilio Visitation 

 by john clare   


 Your friend Tiger Swallowtail came by looking for you today

  Lingering over by the blooming English dogwood 

 Barefoot so he could taste with his feet  

 I tried to explain you were off to a place called Biloxi 

 But I don't think he quite understood 

 The nectar he said just didn't seem as sweet 

 That Papilio's don't much care for dining alone 

 Especially without little boys like him so new from the cocoon  

That would flit with him around ole pappa's home 

 Now cast in shadows of deep gloom 

 And so the Swallowtail promised in the coming migration 

 To detour West a ways to a certain little friend 

 To tell him it's his determination 

 That had he strong eagle wings 

 He would fly that boy home to pappa's yard again.

The palms

 The palms

by john cla55


Down the way we came

weary in our journey

we had to stop and rest

unable to continue on

beneath stars of night

by embers we laid


where the path led

trying not to think ahead

beneath the palms

our pathway strewn

with broken fronds

upon journey end

then we learned

upon our path

the Lord had come

we took a trampled frond

and held it high

Hosannah in the highest

To you we lift our cry!

Drive by faith


 Drive by faith 


You could not hide

That palsied right hand

Trembling limp

But he noticed

As the drive by 

Faith healer saw

And sent a prayer

Your way

As the light changed

Creeping away

Behind him

The right hand

Untrembling

For unexplained reasons

Waving thanks.

Stormy


 Storm Cloud


Tary, tary just a spell

Longer

My little storm cloud

Over the gentle

Stream

Seems but yesterday 

You were born 

To rain joy upon our

Lives

From afar


 When bouquets come from miles away

found after finally a far, far journey

then interspersed with some with in near 

It serves to accentuate the arduous memory. 


Mock Orange and Wild Azalea in a

vase from her childhood friend

Opening aubAde


Opening aubade


If one can draw down the speed of doing 

You may be able to discern the opening

on the timing of the moons sure circling

A good exercise in the aubade of slowing. 

Astro


 Astro


It was one of those ignoring of the many warning flags. There we were in the “new” I-75 Motors showroom, Powers Service had just sold to The Crapps in Live Oak. Earl Smith the closet epileptic I once worked with at JCPenney was our salesman. There were supposed to be deals. Somehow we thought we needed to trade our Mazda sedan from Summers Chevrolet for a burgundy Astro. We had two young boys, we were about to get the big Collie Dillon so we needed room.

So we drove off the lot. It wasn’t long though the engine blew. There I was, driving Grandma Carters AMC Gremlin. Fortunately, Pete Crapps, whose family had bought the dealer, told us he would have the out of warranty engine replaced no charge. It was a kindness to this day I’m grateful for. We eventually traded that ole Astro, but when I see one, I think of Pete and his kindness, I think of Dillon and two boys who we could separate and have some room.

Saturday, April 12, 2025

The 12th

 Friday and we will head to Williston then on to Crystal River to eat with family. It’s a cool day and I have planted with zinnia and other flowers. Melanies last day off. 

We went down to High Springs for Bev’s Burgers. It rained hard. One half inch. 

Thursday to Bronson for Mike Johnsons funeral. We missed going to Barbara Thomas yesterday. 



Monday, April 7, 2025

Scriptures


 Scriptures 

Johnclarestokes 


Eighty-four and I am not too old to cry

To wake up late at night shivering in bed

Hearing those black coal cars passing by

High down that steep Crumpler mountain


I dare not wake mamma down the hall

Soon daddy will slip out through the kitchen

Before that night shift whistle post siren calls

His one man bus line up the holler will wend.


My door creaks and daddy whispers, 

Come Clara Jean

I rub the night tears on the pillow quickly

Forgetting the long night of dark dreams

For today I take fare for daddy.


It matters not to us that mamma will fuss

That's the Dodson in her we easily forgive

Only a facade of outward hill born gruff

Allowing our many puppies and stray kitties.


South of the old whistle post is the church

Through the frosted window a tall boy stood

Its the preachers son eight years younger

Just arrived from up a ways in Coalwood.


He is so handsome with the coal dark hair

And today he rides the bus up to Bluefield

I try and not shake as I take his script fare

He sits right behind me as my shyness I try

and shield.


He is not at all like the boys of Crumpler

In those gleaming eyes stirs grand dreams

Of history and music and finding many cures

With a laughter in those eyes...how they gleamed!


Did daddy know today little Jerry would ride

That I would love this young man from that day

Knowing he would not always be by my side

That life was more than just script and pay?


In the night I hear that door creak softly

Come Clara Jean

I cannot tell if its daddy or Jerry

Its been so long and I am always so cold

And even at eighty-four

Tell me I am not Looney for all these 

tears.


Word came just yesterday that little Jerry

passed away in Woodland Hills, California

surrounded by family.

He was merely a boy of seventy-six

A distinguished doctor from John Hopkins 

and Harvard

Who found a cure for the shivering tears

of Richard Orander's girl.