Friday, December 27, 2024

One rule


 Oceans know

Johnclarestokes 


For they have been ordered

These be your bounds

And we are with one order found

Eat not of this one tree

And we can’t obey

Oh to be as the mighty ocean. 

The year of the walker

 Who would have thought 2024 would be the end of life as i knew it? Was the stroke bought on by not taking my statin pills, thinking they bought on early dementia? So what is worse, forgetting or having to teach myself to walk, to use my right hand?

By all count, it could have been massive and left me a hardship on family to maintain me. Now, it’s just annoying, but doable. 

It saddens me to have to stop work driving. Seeing friends daily. 




 

Monday, December 23, 2024

Wonder Pony



Wonder Pony was my Christmas present in Sopchoppy when I was two. Nathaniel my grandson and my sons both rode him. 



Sunday, December 22, 2024

Fodder Wing


 Fodder Wing

By John Clare Stokes



Few there are and far between the Fodder Wings

Those with whom heaven and nature sings

As Blake conversing with Ezekiel beneath the tree

Or communing with the critters as did Assisi.


Who hear Sandhills and long to fly

Stuffing sleeves with hay from barn lofts touching sky

Misunderstood seers scolded yet loved for the leap

Limping alongside Yearlings in the piney woods deep


The eyes of perception clear as the Juniper Run

Everything temporal appearing in the Infinite One

Little John's upon Patmos Hammocks caught in the spirit

As beside in shade the signifying Angel sits


Naming the creatures passing through the earthly paradise

From ole Slewfoot to the spotted Flag, knowing all

Heaven and  nature as One in a Fodder Wings life

As from hay lofts high soar the strands of straw.


Painting by NC Wyeth

The Burial of Fodder Wing

From the book by Marjorie  Rawlings

The Yearling

Chagall on the wall


 Is your life one of the mundane

Of avoiding things insane

In your unquoted desperate 

Existence 

Void of the joy of it all

Or do you see Chagall’s upon

The elevator walls?

In their own waking

 Their own waking

john clare 


Mornings she would lie still slow waking

Somewhere between the opening and the closing

Back to some holler below Crumpler Mountain

Lying quietly upon a sofa bed of her own making.


No home of her own long since sold

Passed around  from generation to generation 

Somewhere between the opening and the closing

Lying quietly upon a sofa bed of her own making.


Back to some holler below Crumpler Mountain

Father calling her to board the Northfork line

Somewhere between the opening and the closing.

To Bluefield past Pinnacle Rock one last time.


Mornings she would lie still slow waking

The generations would tip toe whispering

Lying quietly upon a sofa bed of her own making.

Dreaming kitty at her feet deep in purring.



Back to some holler below Crumpler Mountain

To the tipple whistle sending men below

Deep to the veins of coal forever below

Crying quietly upon beds of their own waking


Somewhere between the opening and the closing.

Saturday, December 21, 2024

Jason


 I have only ever been in the family I have been in my whole life. It wasn’t until I was well into adulthood that I realized how blessed I was to be born into it. There is a massive missing part in this photo that will remain until the resurrection.


Justin and I will make sure Stacy is prayed for and taken care of from here on.


Not knowing Brandon’s brother Jason, I thought it was Justin who died in the accident. I should have known better for things just didn’t add up. Then I saw this photo and at first said, how did they do that? Somewhat relieved.

Son down upon the Suwannee


 Son down upon Suwannee


We must return to this bend

The place of quiet where the

heart can mend

Drink in with deer and bear

The nocturnal stare

Just beyond reach of fires glow

Glide the Chipewan slow

Past moccasin on 

Tupelo tentacle 

medusa sirens resembling

Drawing us where sand scrapes

Of leviathan warn, watching coldly

assuming us worth rolling

In the tannic black mare 

Yes, we must go there.

Thursday, December 19, 2024

Sing it o’er and o’er again


 It’s now going on nearly seventy and I can still

hear her singing in the teared up voice

I wait for the fading of the song

But days it comes back just as strong

How long does it take?

Before the sound of her goes away?

I suppose we carry the song til it’s

Silenced by the grave.

Sandhill Song


 Sandhill song

 John Clare Stokes


Many are the songs that I have known

From hymns of grace to Comfortably numb

Many are the loves once so madly strong

But none came quite as close when come


in the December clear cold cobalt heaven

the sound to which I’ve long been drawn

of a will from this earth to be ascending 

To join the grand Sandhill song.

I dreamed

 I dreamed that you came walking by

I exclaimed my, you look so good

You smiled, in that way I still know

You so very young

Me now so old and worn.


Sweeter grows the memory


 Sweeter grows the memory


When I come upon a lone Golden mill in the four ten turn position, a winter garden of mustard and turnip greens, an old sugar shack, the sitting and gathering bucket, I slow. Once I knew well these things.