Sunday, November 24, 2024

Tiki


 Tiki

john clare 


Zackary, I trust you'd be pleased with Tiki,

Since you left I took her and 

Stripped her down to the bare aluminum

Then tenderly applied two coats of moss grey

Not quite the forest in your glory sixties

But the choice of Landon

I do not think you ever met

And who like you I shall never forget

We mulled changing the name

But a thought came from afar

And so we made a stencil and with the pencil, with care traced Tiki exactly as you had in the sixties, maybe even the fifties.

Tiki has been with me nearly all my days, certainly all of Landon's

We no longer attach the old white five horse Johnson, bearing your last name, it rests in the shed, it's gas-oil long bled.

Days like these after the washing, I take Tiki out to the sunny spot in the yard. And I take turns sitting bow and stern.

And I lay back and I think of Zack, and Landon and his son

And the passing on of Tiki,

Of the stamp tattooed on her stern

Telling all where she has been

And we float atop the green ocean.

Come, stranger band


 O Come Stranger Band

john clare 


I hired a band of strangers

To rife through my things

With strict instructions

To spare nothing.

They began with the tools 

Rakes, shovels, hoes

It all must go!

But I slipped in

And hid the dago

And the post holes

The Porter Cable

With a cord frayed;

They were dear to me

They were my daddy's.

And then the books 

They all must go!

The novels, the letters

The romance

But I snuck in

To make hidden stacks

Of poetry

Of love letters

Old commentaries 

John Wesley's journals

For they were dear to me

They long saved my sanity.

And then the bikes and boats

They all must go!

The Old Town, Mohawk,

Basso and Treks

Take them quickly!

But I loaded them

And hid the flotilla 

Along the upper Suwannee

The peloton along the trail

covered in palmetto.

And then the cameras and

Photographs 

They all must go!

The Nikons, the Canons

The Yashica, the color 

And the monochrome

Burn them! And so they did

For I figured, they were only

Loved by me.

I did sneak in the little Canon.

What began as seven meaningless piles

By night mysteriously shrank

And all was as it was before.

I paid the band of strangers 

With amended instructions to return

When I am cold and stiff

And all the stuff they could burn

But please, go up to the Suwannee and cut my flotilla adrift.

Eubanks cross


 Eubank's Cross

john clare 


The ole gospel minister

steeped in the hard shell

way did all he knew to

crack the nuts in the 

splintered pews.

It got so bad as one by

one the squirrels carried

the nuts away

that eventually

only one pew of a few

remained, 

 As far from

The pulpit

As possible.

Eventually ole Eubanks was

called on home to glory

and to this day

in September  they gather

up at the ole Hopewell

pull the splintered pew to the back

to watch that burning cross

march right across the floor

cracking every one of them.

Saturday, November 23, 2024

Osprey Simply


 Osprey simply


The Osprey sped downstream 

No one was seeing 

As 

All were viewing

The alligators below

I started to let out a Tarzan scream

But I didn’t want to disturb

The Alligator viewing.

Friday, November 22, 2024

Imprisoned


 Imprisoned


Thanksgiving my thought 

Goes to family in prison

One over in Cross City

Literally

One in Bronson

In their cell of poor 

Decision

One in Guam

In the Alcatraz 

Of his own making

And myriad others

Not even realizing

The dank walls of

Pride and arrogance

Holding them in

Confinement.

To have



To have and to hold


Again you came in the early

Morning dream

And we were one

Facing the conjured

Shadowy judges

And we vowed to

Have and to hold

Til waking

We did part.

Ten Mile


Gulf Hammock


I kind of envision upon that first day of the resurrection it will be akin to entering ole Camp C and seeing all the loved ones again.

The promise land


The Promise Land is West of Vicco

john clare


The boy next door continually kicked the football in the air. Over and above the privacy fence into the Florida blue sky. I do not think he possessed Tebow's spirit, for with every errant kick, expletive's went up with it, veiled in order to keep granny from chiding. Cursing in encryption.

I was once this boy. In the summer of the sixties, my three teen-age uncles from Homewood, Mississippi would board the Trailway's at Stokes Grocery to arrive at the Gulf Station in Sopchoppy. They would spend the summer with us.

It was my Uncle William Clark who took a special interest in me. Since he was a child, he too had caught the ball spirit and he was doing all he knew to pass it along to me. Never mind that I knew nothing of this gospel steeped in Miss State Bulldog theology. He was on the recruiting trail as this Uncle Rico-like fanatic would tell me over and over, go long! Go long! And the ball would soar over the mountains into Mr Laird's yard. He would come out scolding in his stern German accent, threatening to burn the ball. A regular Furher!

Coming from Vicco, Kentucky where I was taken home soon after being born in my mothers home of Bluefield, West Virginia, while I hadn't a clue, I lived close enough to the Mecca, Lexington and Adolph Rupp's Wildcats to have Caewood Ledford's smooth voice convert me.

The spirit of the round ball surfaced soon after we moved from Sopchoppy to Monticello. I had never made a hoop that I know of, but I had my father build me a basket and goal. And so the shooting began. Like myriads of boys in the homeland around Vicco, I too spent all my time around the dirt court.

It was in the blue blood Caywood gave me announcing those January games with Dampier and Rily swishing them in.

It was with joy we moved to Asbury College in Wilmore, Kentucky, only a few miles from Memorial Gym on the Kentucky campus. Soon after my Uncle William arrived to live out back with Brother Billy. They were now in college and they took me to my only Kentucky basketball game against the Bulldogs. Sadly to me my hero's lost and I was not consoled, even with William taking me afterwards to the State locker to meet one of his friends, Chuck Wade, who helped defeat Pat and Louie!

But I was hooked. Not a Bulldog as William hoped, but a Wildcat.

After two short years we returned to Florida. In Williston I again spent all my time on the court by the house. I played on the high school teams but never really excelled, though being blessed with the spirit, not the flesh. White man syndrome. Too stiff, too short, too slow. No jumping ability. But it did not quench the inner boy who always remained. Out on the court alone, his team in his head, Caywood in his head announcing, the crowd in his head cheering. And he Louie would dribble up the asphalt court. And he Louie would pass to Riley. And he Rily would work it in to Thad. Thad would toss it back to Louie at the top of the key who would swish it. String music Caywood would announce. The crowd went wild. Chuck Wade and State never beat UK again, in my mind.


Photo with my goal from Monticello.

The wane of life

 waxing moon in wane of life...high stand at low ebb....between strandline and middle zone... hermit,urchin and mussel clam...shy, slow, in my shell....Willet,Sanderling and Plover...no tern, skimmer or gull....between the spray and sand....I make a final stand.


The blood of Lona


 The blood of Lona

by John Clare Stokes...


Before him descended a legion of dragonflies  

 Sent to part the skeeter cloud  

 All about the curdling cries  

 The fall of blood from the skies  


  Parsing through the red sea of carnage 

 Grateful for this field of the dead  

 Who could discern the Master's plans  

 How his dragonfly army today would be fed?


Eek upon the crumbs thrown beneath tables

upon the heights over the finest gables

Fly the army of Lazarus over bloody ground

Ignoring cries to please send a Moses down.


Not even a dog remained to lick the wounds

As the waters of Lona turn a brilliant red

The dragonfly brigade obscuring a blood moon

The host of heaven over Lona again fed.

On the edge of edge

Edge Past

john clare 


Imagine in that

Glimpse to edge of sight

When transfixed

In a colour scent

When beyond your

Downcast eyes

You are drawn beyond

The old pecan grove

To the edge of past

And you walk

And you talk

And you long

Surely you must have

Imagined

Tracing Camellia petal trails

Abruptly ending

Just at the point of 

You weren't alone.


Wilmore


 O it shall be a most happy time

All my loved ones to find

Set the finest China for the day

For the honored Lord make way.


It was the Thanksgiving from Wilmore, Kentucky, around the year of sixty six, that Normal Rockwell came to paint our picture. In earlier years the day was memorable as well, like the one in Sopchoppy when my dad and I went out early in the morning, and with the old Parker double barrel 12 gauge shot a gobbler in Bert Roddenberry’s woods for dinner that day. I’m not even sure Langston carried turkeys in the IGA then. And there was the latter times, like down in Gulf Hammock in Levy County, when most of Williston and the county would gather in the Fugates Camp C for a community feast followed by a hymn fest sing down at the Smith camp. And then there were the Old Homewood years in Wakulla County in Crawfordville and later Williston when my dad and I and many helping would grind the sugar cane and boil it into syrup, bottled by lunch time by the sugar shack where tables were set up under the pear trees. 

But the one in sixty six, with my favorite Uncles William and Billy, my dads brothers from Mississippi living with us in college at Asbury, with Wayne Tarpley, without family invited over, with the Fitches IGA turkey, in the duplex apartment beside Mr Beardsley and family, me in my best paisley shirt, even had Monnie, mamma’s mother living with us, sleeping on my bottom bunk bed, that ranks right up there with them all. Good job Norman, good job.,