Thursday, June 26, 2014

Sopchoppy Journey

by John Stokes

The old man gazed long from the Sopchoppy bound Seaboard Air Line,
now bent, he once stood tall, wearing the stripes of gold from a distant time
as over black waters cold the steam train made its journey,
passing over the place as boy's they once swarmed to swim,
out to the moccasin infested rocks then on to the dock beyond.

The old man dreamed of dragonflies feasting above a dim football field,
a young boy tossing Dixie Cup passes behind home bleachers,
while on the field, Murray caught the pass, Coach Red Sanders
called the play for Walt with Bandmaster Birch preparing a halftime
with majorettes crossing batons in honor of Queen Spears court.

Stepping off the train he looked down the street for Revell's barbershop,
where the gold framed painting of the dogs playing cards was seen.
On the walls stained Stetson hats hung  from buck horns as tall tales
 of Grimes Bay bear hunts on frosty morns were told as the
wafts of Tonic Water on razor burnt chins mingled with cigar smoke.

But it was boarded over and closed. Gone too the rink over the river where
Mr Emory plucked his fiddle, gone even the Rudd's white framed house
by flowing well, torn down to make way for the Baptist Church, long
since split and moved west, only the lone Magnolia bearing witness to
where the old man once spent many happy times with Emory and Mary.

On the shady corner he stood in front of Florida Robert's frame home,
once a haven from the rising waters of the Sopchoppy river,
the half Creek town matron offering safety to the old man's family,
Ivory soap scrubbed, sunk out of sight in the quill-feathered guest bed,
the old tin roof holding back Hurricane Dora's awful dread.

He walked on towards Strickland's, unable to remember where
the pummy pile he played on towered, the cane juice boiling down,
the amber syrup forever held in comparison to Uncle Bert Roddenberry's,
he and Cora's mouthwatering cooking never quite matched,
the sweet taste only recalled, forever lost with their memory.

Back on Rose Street, he sat unnoticed on the wooden bench at Langston's,
closing his eyes, he saw Deputy Vause sipping from a Nehi out of the long icebox.
Looking across the street, he saw Randy and Nena entering the cafe.
At the Standard Station Johnny Bee pumped gas for Mr Beckton, the old sea captain
as Laurice gave a friendly wave to the Panacea bound passengers on highway 319.

Mingled memories rose like worms grubbed from Wakulla sands, swarming as
Yellowjackets upon Panthers. The final call from the station master stirred him
as he sadly boarded the evening return to Arran, Tallahassee and beyond.
Down Ochlocknee way the old Seaboard slowed to cross the river flowing south.
Arriving late that night, the old man disembarked and was soon forgotten.

To this day, they say if on certain nights you venture down to the dark waters,
while the moon is just right in it's rising, you can hear the faint whistle from the
old Seaboard Air Line lumbering its way to town, laden with the men in the golden stripes
staring long and contented out their windows, to the cheering from home bleachers,
to the beating of the drums, to the humming of Yellow Jackets chasing Panthers.

Saturday, June 21, 2014

o death

Went down to the Gateway Funeral Home tonight at 5:00 to view Chris Pinner, Ron Pinner's son who died this week. Ron wasn't present. I signed the book, walked the line, gave my sympathy to Chris's wife and left.
I do not know if Ron came or not. I imagine this is a most difficult thing for him.
This evening the sky was again giving sporadic lightening. I was able to capture one streak. The one awesome streak I caught last week, the camera of all times was out of focus!
This photograph was taken standing on the road in front of the house, looking south over Mrs Bobby's yard and cedar trees. It is actually a composite shot, with the cedars lit by the flash and the lightening from another shot.
The Nikon D3100 at least has this feature, though not much else.
I suppose I am in post-camera purchase depression, the Canon S110 not taking night shots as I had hoped. I have yet to even set up the printer. Too expensive to send back. Stuck.
Down the road someday my set up would be a full frame type compact camera like the Sony RX100III, the current rave.
A Nikon D7100 or 610 full frame, with a 21 to 24mm equivalent lens.
For now, I contend with the two Canon's, the S100 and S110, both non-night taking camera's, the D3100 with all the dust spots in the sky.
But it doesn't stop me. I just drive what gets me around.

Little Man

I cannot recall the year nor the time Little Man first appeared. It was sometime in the late1950's, possibly past my third birthday in Sopchoppy, Florida in January of 1958. Thinking back, I cannot even recall if Little Man was a tangible being of plastic or a mythical figure.
I do know that Little Man was real. Intensely real. We would talk of things going on, things important to a person in his first ten years of life. The 1950's in Sopchoppy were those of a page from Mayberry. We lived directly across from the town swimming hole on the Sopchoppy River, a  tannin dark and twisting creek that snakes its slow flow to the Gulf of Mexico at Panacea. I stayed next door during the day with Mr Emory and Mrs Mary Rudd, two kindly people on a little farm right on Rose Street, the main road that ran through town with an occasional vehicle passing. I would lay on the front porch swing under the magnolia and listen to Mr Birch and the band practicing up at the School where my mother was teaching. My father was busy in his first pastoral duties at the Methodist Church since moving from Vicco, Kentucky, his first church out of Asbury Seminary.
Little Man played a lesser role in the earlier times with the Rudd's, as Mr Emory kept my imagination busy with the rats the traps caught from the night before, the matchboxes and Prince Albert Tins, his fiddle playing and his rocking me on his knee. Mrs Mary provided bread pudding made from the eggs we gathered around the yard.
Mrs Mary passed away and it was the first taste of death for me as the following evening we visited her lying in her bed in the front bedroom in a wake. It was soon after that the black maid Angeline came from Buckhorn to keep me at home. By this time, a year or two before entering first grade, I was able to roam the town with Robert Strickland and Little Man. He was always there, though we never talked much as Robert and I had so much territory to cover in a day. Eating kumquats in the tree in front of Roberts, forming a club in their barn, baseball at the Carraway's, soft drinks at Langston's Grocery, always the Sopchoppy river and the fishing and swimming, out to Maxi Lawhorn's past the bridge, with Robert's father to right the bee hives in Grimes Bay from a black bear and on it went.
It was the only home I remembered and I did not have the concept of moving. It came though after my second grade year. John Lloyd cried loudly when Miss Townsend announced that I would not be returning next year for third grade. It was at this point in the packing and the moving that somehow I misplaced Little Man. I do not know if it was an imagination shift of reality, or if he actually was lost. I do recall looking throughout the house and yard. Perhaps he was in the old haunted two story house next door. I did not savor going up the creaking stairs in search.
I never found Little Man. We moved to Monticello that June and it was awhile later, over at Hunter Dobson's, that he too I learned, had a little man. His I think was a German Officer. He offered me one of is little men, for he had an entire platoon. I chose a little gray soldier, probably German as well, standing at attention. We talked for awhile, but soon, our conversations grew less as this new town filled my days. The painting classes, the drawing with Wayne Lassiter during recess, the new found sports abilities in basketball and running, and a girl named Deborah, erasing my heart ache for Helen Roussey of Panacea, who I imagined sitting in her home, married with children at the age of seven, back in Sopchoppy. Little man beside me. Little Man never lost. Inside me all these years.
Someday I will return to Sopchoppy and see how Little Man, Helen and his family are getting along. 

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Honorable Mention

We shall never know in particular order if I was forth,fifth or sixth place. I do know that Herb Ellis was again first place. A new photographer, with western scenery, was second, Vickie Duncan, with her hot air balloon shot from, out west, was third. Last year I took third with the Circle church shot.
Herb's winning shot was of a gnarl in a tree, a color photograph, something he doesn't often do.
My selection was changed and I debated until the last day what to enter. On hindsight, perhaps the Alligator was cliche and the tears of gray, the soldier in the cemetery, not understood, or not, pretty.
I gathered from the winning shots that the judges were going for the cliche type shots, typical if you will.
I would have liked to have been present listening to their determinations.
Herb Ellis puts his name on his entries, a spoiler in my opinion.
So tonight I am again, in that, what of this thing photography? mood. Still I shall shoot, but I inwardly ponder and wonder, why? For what purpose?
Well, on a better note, Shaun wants to purchase the two bike block set at the library. I will go down tomorrow afternoon and get it, perhaps taking other block prints and taking them to the Gallery.



Monday, June 16, 2014

Sabbath Weeds

There is a blessed slow turning, turning from the failures of failures upon failures. There is by no means a complete turn. The flesh continues to sting in the light. Darkness is still preferred over light. But there is a slow turning from the darkness, a growing enjoyment of the light.
Again we the poster family of the suffering have been set upon the display window for all to see. This time the lesser member, the toes, crying out. And so we enter this trial of depending again. It would seem by now we would be so mature in our faith that these things would not suspend us, set us back under.
But the flesh, like weeds, if not pruned and cut daily, slowly grows back, choking all the garden we think we were. Moment by moment I must pull and pluck and pry the growth of vines and entanglements.
This morning of the night of Monday is eighteen minutes in and I am crying out already. Lord, help my unbelief! The weeds of the flesh are so persistent in growing in this beautiful, well manicured and groomed garden of the spirit.

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Melanies Accident




We were dressed and packed and ready for our trip to Williston for Father's Day. Melanie had gone to the Dollar General for kitty litter and batteries for the air fresheners. She went into the utility room to change one over the washer-dryer. I was outside loading up. Jordon came outside and said come quickly. Melanie I found standing on the stool, bent over, blood dripping from the toes. The fire extinguisher had fallen off the wall and sliced into her bare foot. The sandal kept it from taking off the toes.
We loaded her up in the car and rushed to the ER at Lake Shore. They got her right in. Fortunately so far, after the doctor sutured up the toes, both of which were broken, she would not need to stay or be transported to Gainesville. We bought her home in great pain and nausea. She cannot work for several weeks or bear any weight. It will be a tough few weeks ahead. Things have been tougher. We shall endure this trial. Will our trials ever ease? I do not think so. I firmly believe we have been deemed suffer worthy.

Father Failure



Friday, June 13, 2014

Long Long Journey

A poor,lazy man's way of obtaining a double-exposure. Shoot the two photographs off the monitor screen in RAW, download it again, combine it in the camera image overlay,crop and there. It took about four times, and I liked this one best where the lenses of now are lined up with my eyes of then. The glasses are actually black, how the eyes were exposed through it is a mystery.
I am lamenting two things today. One, when I got the Canon S110, I was hoping against hope that they had corrected the ISO problem of the S100 I have, and the S95 which did not have it. It had it. Still not corrected. Do not know where I read it was a fix, maybe the S120.
Two, the rebate is in the form of a AmEx purchase card. I guarantee that Cabela's will not accept it as payment on the card. I am really put out. If I had not been so quick to order what seemed a killer deal for $185! I am quietly trying to convince myself otherwise. I do not want to pay to have to send such a large item back. Looks as if I am stuck with it. Lesson learned. If it seems too good to be true, there is a catch hidden somewhere.
I await Ritz response to the AmEx card. What is the point of advertising 185 after rebate if you cannot redeem the card toward the purchase price?
I delivered the cards down to the gallery today, placing them in a spinner rack and on the table in the basket with the other prints. We shall see if they sell.
There are many prints in the gold theme I would like to work up for Ivy House, but am currently out of paper and ink. One expense after another.
Sold a 5x7 the other day. So, sells are slow but at least every now and then a sale. Better by far than the uptown Gallery by McDonald's location.
We possibly tonight will go to Tilly's bar and grill to hear Rick Bringger on bass and his band play. Then again, it's 5:30 and Melanie is still not home, so I suspect she will come home and crash. Jordon will be let down as he wants to order a beer on his 21 year age.

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Web's we spin

The morning began with a Facebook message from a friend I had recently done some work for. She was wanting a 16x20 at the Walmart price of 16.00. The day ensued with me trying to explain via FB that I would do it, but I could not afford to give work away. I attempted to direct her to the Fine Art America site and as I left it, I trust she will.  It is a most difficult venture I have undertaken, the pricing of work, of trying to be reasonable. At times I just want to stop all this and get out, but I am too far hooked.
The folding fabric hanger for prints came today and I took it up to the Gallery, replacing the two wash tubs I had been using. It makes for a better display. From there I drove down to Alligator Lake boat ramp behind the DOT to get some shots of the lotus and other scenes.
The evening was grand. I went into town to get supper at Chick fi la, stopping to get mamma and take her. We watched Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy, then I drove her home. I went to the DeSoto Lake downtown and took shots of the fabulous sunset. Usually after a rain shower, you can plan on a nice sunset and it did not disappoint. Again, I ran low on battery power. It will be good to get the Canon S110 and have the extra battery as backup. I trust that it will not limit the ISO in the darkness.
There comes a point when you can only take so many, to me, usable photographs. Film days helped limit the number of exposures. I carried the film Nikon N50 around yesterday and I was quite discreet and discerning, passing over many shots I would have taken with the digital.

Sunday, June 8, 2014

Deacons Bench

I recently sold this print at the old gallery uptown by McDonald's before the move. I was determined that I was not going to continue at the new gallery downtown, due to lack of sales. Then, Rex called and the buyer wanted to speak with me about the print, where,what,when,etc. So he purchased it. One of the last sales at the old gallery, along with another matted 8x10 of Falling Creek.
And so I changed my mind and went into the downtown gallery. I think I sold three-four on the opening Saturday. 8x10 prints and one 6x6 block square of the turkey.
I have this printed in a nice square frame as is. I like the film data on the edge of the frame. If anyone is interested, it will be available for sale at the gallery for 59.00.
I ordered a $185 camera, the Canon S110, so I need sales!

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Too good to be true

I was going to order the Canon S110 from Adorama for $249. Tonight, after returning from the Watertown Lake, having again used the Canon S100 over the Nikon D3100 DSLR, I saw where Ritz Camera offered this deal:
Canon S110
Pixma 100 Printer
16G SD Card
Canon Paper
all for $185 after $400 mail in rebate.

Looked liked a deal breaker to me. The Epson printer I have is an Ink hog.
And, it looks like perhaps this one will print a bit larger than 8x10.

Now to be able to afford to pay the $185. Come on folks, buy some prints at the Gallery.

Another point, this one exasperation. Folks continue to not look at the photograph of Mt Tabor Methodist Church. Two recently said, I know where this church is, too bad it cannot be restored to its glory. I think that person was referring to Verbenadale. The other, I have photographed that church. I love it. Present tense. I suppose she is referring to Falling Creek or Lord knows where.
Again I say, How can you not see that this photograph is of MT TABOR METHODIST? This church burned down around 1986. It is gone.