Lately I have stopped deleting the rejects. I am learning that often with a little help, the rejects can be coaxed into becoming a keeper. I am learning the impossibility of keeping up with the Morans and the Moynehans, causing me constant anguish.
I am no forensic photographer. I do not shoot as a record of just how it was. To go beyond is my desire and attempt to interpret or manipulate the reality into more of a dream or impression.
This does not require the best lens, the most expensive body, again, another futile and frustrating pursuit, never being content with the gear.
Working again with crafts as a little child, painting snakes and stuff, has helped to free me up from some of the stiffness and constant trying to be the best.
I will never be the best at anything. Few ever are. I just want to do my best and that will be enough.
