Saturday, February 2, 2013
Double Run Home
My home continues to progress along. I've added a front door. Next the steps.
Windows were too expensive so I will just have to stay out more if I want a view.
I've placed it in a field so there is no danger from falling trees.
I wish to live a life of unquiet desperation, free from the confines
of a desperate city.
Why did the chicken cross Cline-Feagle?
I do not know, but everytime I am on my favorite road in Columbia County, he is either crossing or in the middle. Today I was up early and made the long loop I like to take(which I used to take on the bicycle)down Price Creek Road to Cline Feagle and on down to Providence and back. I stopped at Bailey's along the way for fifty pounds of layer crumbles for the two hens.
Then on to Watermelon Park for gas and then back home, having only taken twenty photographs, a low for me.
Mary's Raleigh
McGlamery/McCormick
Guineafowl
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Monday, January 7, 2013
Once upon a Tide
This is a love story that began upon the banks of the St Mark's River in Wakulla County in the summer of 1985. My old running friend and photography companion Robert "Bob" Jones and I had traveled up to Crawfordville on a Friday afternoon. Our plan was to spend the night at my fathers old cracker house on Aaron Road that evening then run the Blue Crab Festival 5k in Panacea the following Saturday morning.
We ran the hot 5K along the dirt and shell roads through the little fishing village, known in the past for the sulphur springs where Northerners would bathe for their health. The race was little remembered, I did not even scroll it in my running log book I kept. I think this was one of those local fiasco's like the race in Live Oak where we met at the finish line in opposite directions, one bunch from the North, one bunch from the South, all wondering who took the wrong turn. We were there for the running but our real interest lie photographing wherever we ventured.
We made our way over to the old Spanish Fort at St Marks, the Castille de San Marcos at the confluences of the Wakulla and St.Marks Rivers. It was low tide and we poked along the banks of the St Marks, stopping here and there to plant the tripod among the black muck and oyster bars. In one of these particular plantings, I noticed as the fiddler crab ran for cover under the overhanging bank, a corked Lancer's wine bottle. I retrieved the bottle and noticed there was a note enclosed. Inside was a note written by Bob and Carolyn White from Tallahassee. They had spent their twenty-fifth wedding anniversary in St Marks and had written the note, wishing that whoever found this bottle would find the same happiness and companionship they had found together.
Well, I had ole Bob and I did not dare tell him he was a great photographer and traveling pal, but, like that emptiness Augustine spoke of that could only be filled by God, that emptiness to me could be only filled by a companion like Carolyn White.
I went home to my little garage apartment in Lake City and put the note and bottle up on the shelf and resumed my life as a lonely bachelor runner and photographer. Several weeks passed and I decided to compose my own note and return to St Marks, thinking if I returned this bottle, I would find that special person. So I took one of my fathers syrup bottles and on a unicorn postcard, composed my little lost in a bottle note. I traveled back to Crawfordville for the Wakulla Library 5k then over to St.Marks, where I tossed the bottle in the same location I found the Lancer at low tide. I watched awhile as the bottle floated out towards the Gulf and my spirit soared then sank, as did the bottle.
When I returned that evening to the Camp Street garage apartment, something told me to check the little mailbox on the post under the stairwell. I had a post office box so I never received mail in the box.
But this time, to my heart leaping surprise, there was a letter addressed to me from Williston,Florida.
It was from Melanie Eatman, a nurse at Shands. I remembered her being my niece Jessica's nurse a year earlier. I had tried to ask her out to the Fanfare and Fireworks July 4th in Gainesville but she turned me down. She had a doctor boyfriend. I gave up on her having an interest in a struggling artist.
Her letter went on to say that she had recently purchased a "Cannon" camera and did not know how to use it. She remembered the zoo pictures I had put in Jessica's room, and would I come and teach her photography.
I was beside myself. Immediately I began making lesson plans on photography. We arranged for the day and I nervously drove the 60 miles to my old hometown of Williston. Arriving, we went to the living room where I started into f stops, shutters and ASA's, she with quite a blank look. I was failing! We gave up on the photography lesson and went for a drive toward Wacahoota for a field trip. That too did not pan out.
We came back to her house and on her kitchen counter wrote things about ourselves, to see what we had in common. Not much matched. I was about to gather my stuff and make a sad trip back to my little apartment when her mother asked if I would go with the family to a Wesley Smith Concert in Romeo out from Dunnellon. As we made our way toward Romeo, with my Juliette separated from me by Grandma Carter, the photography lesson was a long gone memory.
The rest was a wonderful history. I never received a reply from the bottle and then again, I did.
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Those Who Linger
"Some of you lingered among the sheepfolds, and you found a dove's wings covered with silver, its feathers with yellow gold." Psalms 68:13.
We had mournfully returned to my fathers house off US27 a mile outside Williston, to finalize the moving of his belongings. In March we had come to Orange Hill Cemetery, to lay my father, The Rev.Luther Ray Stokes, in one of the many plots he had purchased years ago. My father had moved from Crawfordville, Florida some ten years earlier to Williston, no doubt in preparation for his final resting place.
As I opened the door into his house, the small wren-like bird flew around the foyer and into the blinds, tired from his long confinement. I was able to easily take the bird from the blinds in his weak state and take him outside. There, he looked about the yard in seeming wonder on my fingers, in no grand hurry to fly away.
I let him sit as long as he chose, before in unusual manner, he cocked his little head at me, as if to communicate something, then flew up into the dogwood tree.
I knew of my fathers love for the outdoors, the many times, in Williston and at Crawfordville, he would just sit and observe from his porch or garden, the wonders of God's creation. With his passing went so much knowledge of the outdoors from gardening to the wildlife, I so miss today.
This past week, we were again called to Williston and Orange Hill, this time to lay to rest, my wife's youngest full sister, Melissa at age 43. Devon, Melissa's sister Kim's daughter, told this story. The day following the funeral, Devon was at her grandmother Billie Earl's house in Williston, and went into the utility room off the carport. There, in the blinds, was this small hummingbird, with gold breast feathers and dark wings. In his weak condition, Devon was able, like I was, to capture the little bird, which rested in her hand for a moment before flying off outside.
When I heard of this, I thought back to the bird in my father's house, and like him, Melissa too was a lover of all creatures and things at a disadvantage, wanting in some way to help.
Then there was the third manifestation at the cemetery the day of Melissa's burial. This young man, dressed in all black, going by the name of Gibson, rode in the funeral procession with the lead sheriff car. At the cemetery, he went over to my wife saying he knew she was the one most hurting, that he wanted to tell her that Melissa was OK, handing Melanie a funeral obituary scribbled with mostly scripture verses. And then he was gone. No one knew who he was.
I venture to say, in the two birds and the mysterious man in black, we were witness to the presence of the Lord's ministering spirits. They are all about, usually in plain view from our blinded eyes. Blessed are we when we perceive or gain a glimpse into their ministering work.
Monday, December 17, 2012
Adramyttium by john clare
I shall abide in death
From the Fair Havens every voyage begins
Gently refreshing are the southerly breezes
Though contrary still on our journey they send
For we sail confident in familiar seas.
By our skill the wind suffers our sails
Allowing us passage to ports of call
Where we listen to old salts tales
Of mighty ships with masts so tall.
Alas, ignoring the old salts warning
we place our faith in the helmsman
who laughs at the dark clouds forming
and so we sailed into the Euroclydon wind.
Caught, we can no longer will the wind
We are at the mercy of the drive
Striking sails as the masts downward bend
Fearing we shall not get out alive.
No sun nor stars to steer our course
Nor ceasing of the tempest raging
All hope is taken in the gales force
Nothing,nothing this wind assuage.
Then standing forth after long silence
Be of good cheer,all is not lost
You shall live,though not your ship
How can we believe in this storm tossed?
We shall perish,every man to the yawl!
Stay men! Unless you abide in the ship
Upon dry land you shall never crawl
Cut the ropes and away she slips!
Wishing for the day, the man said eat
Kneeling, he gave thanks and broke bread
As the waves upon the ship did beat
For not a hair shall fall from any head.
Two-hundred forty six souls adrift
One prophet and One Mighty Angel aboard
To the Sovereign Sailor they did lift
Thanksgiving to the seas Lord.
Finding a certain creek with a shore
The sailors minded to thrust the ship
And committed their lives as planks tore
As the mainsail began to dip.
With the ship fast aground in the swell
The waves battering and violently breaking
We began to swim from this watery hell
The Centurion saving our lives from the taking.
And so it came to pass as the prophet said,
Not a man from the ship was lost
As around that barbarian fire we fed
From his hand a snake the prophet tossed.
What manner of man of this?
Having escaped the Adramyttium
He heals flux and stops serpents hiss?
Preaching a Kingdom of God
and receiving all that come to him
Teaching those things concerning
his Lord Jesus Christ
With all confidence
No man forbidding him.
Not even the Euroclydon seas.
Rock a bye by John Clare Stokes
This poem was dedicated to the twenty-seven empty cradles from December 14th.
The twenty-six children and teachers who died at the Sandy Hook School and on the same day, Melanie, Kim and Heather's sister Melissa at age 43.
Today, December 11, Melissa would have been 44.
Before we have had the time to learn
the lines to that little lullaby
Before the high chair and toys are
stored in the shed
Before even the waking to the crying
is forgotten from the spindled bed,
"Rock a by baby in the tree top"
Too soon we are standing in December winds
Lamenting the bough has broken
And over our precious little ones we bend
then look madly up at that tree
hushed
Not a word spoken.
It was such a strong tree!
And wasn't it but a gentle breeze?
How could baby and cradle from us fall?
Who turned and left baby alone after all?
Oh! Trust not the strength in the trees
Or even the softness in the south breeze.
They will deceive and send baby falling.
Listen long for all about in the wind
Seen in the squint of eyes
the broken lines of faces
weary from sleep lost nights.
Watch for the cradles ever swinging dangerously
Reach out the hand and stave the winds might
Reach for the little ones in cradles of trees that fall
Out upon the rotten limbs
Swaying in the winds,
Needing so desperately to be taken in.
Hush little friend
Hush little brother
Hush little sister
Don't you cry
The wind shall not bother you again
The limb shall never fall my friend
You are safe here
by My side.
Location:
Williston, FL 32696, USA
The two Physician Assistants
There once was a true story of two Physician Assistants. One male, one female. Both attended the same church. Now to the male, everyone took their medical questions to. He made it known that he was a PA.
Everyone knew he was a PA, if not a P.
Then one day I was visiting in a local hospital. I saw the female in her white lab coat. I asked my wife,
is she an orderly here or something? My wife said, No, she is a PA.
I never even knew until then. I was amazed by the humility that this female displayed, as opposed to the pride of position of the male. She never flaunted her position. No one ever asked her medical advice.
She just quietly went about doing her job without fanfare
Oh that more of us would take the position of the servant, and not the Master!
There once was a true story of two Physician Assistants. One male, one female. Both attended the same church. Now to the male, everyone took their medical questions to. He made it known that he was a PA.
Everyone knew he was a PA, if not a P.
Then one day I was visiting in a local hospital. I saw the female in her white lab coat. I asked my wife,
is she an orderly here or something? My wife said, No, she is a PA.
I never even knew until then. I was amazed by the humility that this female displayed, as opposed to the pride of position of the male. She never flaunted her position. No one ever asked her medical advice.
She just quietly went about doing her job without fanfare
Oh that more of us would take the position of the servant, and not the Master!
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