Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Welcome aboard Nathaniel Manoa
by papa john clare
we are getting mighty close little Manoa
to the time you take your paddle in hand
in about another month on your own you will stand
and to that spot in the swamp I've told you of we shall go.
no one expects you to carry the bow alone
there is plenty of room between the gunwales for you
Your dad can take the stern in the Mohawk canoe
He once took your spot when ole Bob was along.
now ole Bob is gone and I must fill his place
you keep an eye out for stumps and rocks amidship
it's ok if the little paddle rests and into sleep you slip
your dad takes my spot and he understands a boy's sleepy face.
when we make it to the sill we will wake you
there the gators aren't as thick and we can wade
the chain pickerel are thick so supper should be made
little Manoa
it's going to be grand having you along in the canoe.
Cold Fronts
By now the Christmas of 2011 is almost a wrap. The snowmen collection sit upon the porch tonight, happy in the twenty degree freeze.
The tree remains in the living room, stripped of its snowmen. Tomorrow, or when it warms, I shall transport them to the shed until next year, or, if they do not magically transport themselves away to the Northern latitudes.
If you look closely in this photograph, you can see the angels in a waltz, the female on the left with her flowing gown, her right arm holding her Gabriel. These cloud formations I take quite seriously, while others would just write them off as superstition bordering upon heresy.
I do not care. If I believe in the manifestation of angels in the heavens, and they choosing to reveal themselves to me in this manner, so be it.
As my favorite etcher James Abbot McNeil Whistler said, "I maintain that two and two would continue to make four, in spite of the whine of the amateur for three, or the cry of the critic for five."
Two plus two equal two snowmen, two Angels. So be it with me.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Some Bulls Run
by john clare
There are those who chose their battles well,
Faced the onslaught and braved the stave's,
No retreat! Those Stonewalls stood with Rebel yell!
Such are those who live to golden days.
Others have not been given such eyes for choosing,
They die upon the little Bull Runs,
The skirmishes winning, the battle losing,
Never realizing, those were no stave's, but guns.
There are those who chose their battles well,
Faced the onslaught and braved the stave's,
No retreat! Those Stonewalls stood with Rebel yell!
Such are those who live to golden days.
Others have not been given such eyes for choosing,
They die upon the little Bull Runs,
The skirmishes winning, the battle losing,
Never realizing, those were no stave's, but guns.
After Turner
As a Turner painting, morning fog upon Alligator Lake, the ever present Coots in a thin line. The kayak is being repainted with a camouflage pattern that perhaps will allow some closer approaches this year. I took the kayak out New Years Eve for a final trip of 11. 11, like the year before and the year before, has been difficult. There has been some momentary respite from the trials of life by losing myself upon the waters. Perhaps this year, as I return to these waters, the joy shall return as well. It has been a long time seeing.
Monday, January 2, 2012
16October1888
My dear Theo,
I'm sending you a little sketch at long last to give you at least some idea of the direction my work is taking. Because I feel quite well again today. My eyes are still tired, but I had a new idea all the same and here is the sketch of it.
As always a size 30 canvas.
This time it's simply my bedroom. Only here everything depends on the colour, and by simplifying it I am lending it more style, creating an overall impression of rest or sleep. In fact, a look at the picture ought to rest the mind, or rather the imagination.
The walls are pale violet. The floor-is red tiles.
The wood of the bed and the chairs is the yellow of fresh butter, the sheet and the pillows very light lime green.
The blanket scarlet.
The window green.
The washstand orange, the basin blue.
The doors lilac.
And that's all-nothing of any consequence in this shuttered room.
The sturdy lines of the furniture should also express undisturbed rest.
Portraits on the wall, and a mirror, and a hand towel, and some clothes. The frame-because there is no white in the picture-will be white.
This by way of revenge for the enforced rest I have had to take.
I shall work on it again all day tomorrow, but you can see how simple the conception is. The shadows and the cast shadows are left out and it is painted in bright flat tints like the Japanese prints.
It will form a contrast to, for example, the Tarascon diligence at the Night Cafe.
I am not writing you a long letter because I intend starting very early tomorrow in the cool morning light so as to finish my canvas.
How are your aches and pains? Don't forget to let me know.
I hope you'll write one of these days.
One day I'll do some sketches for you of the other rooms too.
With a good handshake.
Ever yours,
Vincent.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Crimson Crowns
by john clare
my golden crowned lady of crimson beauty
I defend thee from the image of me!
For who better to know the enemy within
Than he who knows where treachery begins?
my crimson crowned warrior of renown
who defends this the honor of my golden crown
do you not know within that for which you fall
is but a heart of common straw?
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Behold Your Sacrifice
by john clare
from the realm of the Father you came down
to end the slaughter of the lambs
the doves in open cages soar overhead
fatted calves rise from the altars of red
life returns to this land of death!
Angels fill a heaven no longer bereft
Majesty in the out of the way
the lowest know this first day
their swaddled sacrifice lies so very blue and still
they huddle close to ease His first earthly chill.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
A Christmas Card letter
My mother showed me her Christmas cards which she loves to get and mull over long, I read one in particular that for some reason really irks me. It was one of those newsletter cards that catches you up on what has been going on in the lives of some family you have absolutely nothing to do with the rest of the year. It usually starts out, we just moved into our new home, I just got my advanced degree in some fabulously difficult field, the kids are excelling tremendously, the husband, he spends most of his time in the woods in his new lease...bla bla bla....
I would like one year, to read a reality newsletter card, one more down to my level...
We are not sure if we can keep the house, I am still looking for work, but at my age, prospects beyond a Walmart greeter elude me, the wife, she is struggling at her job, the staff are cut throat and the commute a killer. The kids, one is addicted to video games, the other
we never see, but he is doing better in his makeshift shed he lives in with his one year old and wife.
You know....not all is so hunky dorey out there folks. Spare us the prosperous details of your well-manicured Christmas.
Oh, by the way, those boots...I am throwing them at you.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Journey Wrong
by john clare
I was not wanting on this journey into exile
Impudent men packed the safari boxes and set out
Tracing torn paths on maps rolled long ago
Thinking wiser ones than them hid something
worth leaving.
And so we endured the hardships
of following forbidden maps.
Our party split at the foot of the sacred hill,
most of the burden bearers seeing
the skulls upon the stakes
Others the golden trinkets adorning the bones.
Way too far along to say I told you so,
I pick up the abandoned burdens
and journey on
Too close to the X to turn back now.
And to what?
The reef holding our sunken schooner?
The drums from cannibal councils
hungering for flesh?
The lot is cast with this gold lustered crew.
What more can a mute coward do?
Beyond Fifty fathoms
Beyond fifty fathoms
by john clare
from the shore to far away
beyond the time of gloam
the equinox between the night
and the day
Half a heart for home
Half a heart to roam
the symmetry defines
a double bladed shaft
crafts of graceful lines
places sought so vast
Half a urge to hurry
Half a urge to tarry
gleams from soft glowing
roiling to rippled surroundings
the nearer to the far I go
behind fades shattered sounds
Half way to gone
Half way to alone
upon the thin point of time
i pause before going beyond far
to cut upon the trot line
setting the guardian of far free
Half the line swings
Half the line sinks
too soon the paddle scrapes
the near shore from far
shattered sounds i had escaped
rising stench from a rotting gar
Half his body bone
Half his body gone
Half of me home
Half of me gone.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
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